Its my 2nd day without gambling,I can already say it that Im proud of myself:)Yesterday I shared my process with some of my friends..talking about it its the first step for the recovery.Realizing that I need support and not being afraid to talk about it.The mornings are usually the hardest time as I had my morning coffee ,cigarette and gambling habit.Next plan to get rid of the cigarette too..but for now im dealing with one problem at a time:)so hello day 2:)
Im struggling mentally.Since 10 years most of time I have spent gambling.All my free time were used playing.Now I kind of dont know what to do with myself.The thought of gambling is in my mind constantly.But Im feeling positive about it.I can do it!
Its my 1st day without gambling and Im only in the beginning of the day.I blocked myself from the online site I used to play.For first step I did a set up for 3 days cooling.Every little step will help.
After years of gambling I have finally decided to stop it.Alone it wont be easy,Im hoping if I share my story and I write a daily blog might help.
The Journey Begins
Thanks for joining me!
Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton
